sunblog

bad.bad. recently blue skies, which is shrouded by the smoky haze, is a rare scene..’thanks’ 2 our lovely neighbour  —–indonesia.

every year’s july-august, forest fire will surely occur… and the stupid indonesia environment minister can only say ‘ i am sorry’ this time. Can’t he do anything better other than that???since he knows(everyone knows) every year around this season, the irresponsible & selfish rats will burn the forest 4 plantation..or someone carelessly discarded a cigarettes..*watever*

consequently, the visibility is decreased 2 as low as 1km..the pungent smell of burning vegetation filled the air..poisoned lungs. living at one of the claimed ‘unhealthy’ area, i’m feeling very uncomfortable..dizzy..hard 2 breathe… even inside the house, i can smell the smoky air.

arghh….many people are sick already. we can’t do anything now(besides complaining & blaming our neighbour..)

• drink more water
• eat 1 or 2 oranges daily. lemon juice is equally good.
• do not go jogging or outdoor activities
• wear a mask

so, those who r not sick yet(and those who r already sick..)   take carezz!!! =)

cheese = fat ??

when people hear the word ‘cheese’, the word ‘fat’ comes in their mind..

well, other than fat..cheese actually has its nutritional value.  Cheese is a great source of calcium- for strong bones and teeth, ward off osteoporosis, reducing the risk of colon cancer, and reducing the symptoms of PMS. Research also reveal that Cheddar & mozzarella may help preventing food decay..

yes. cheese can b a healthy part of our diet..only if it’s balanced with physical activities.

hehe..at least now i dun feel much guilt for eating cheese tartssss & cheese cakessss this few days… = P

finally, i’ve the time 2 sit in front of this box…

for the past few days,(or perhaps almost a week..) we’ve been practising like shit!!! yet,in the end, everything still come out like shit .everyone was too nervous, which resulted the flyer 2 tumble-down..and the whole routine juz ruined. we r the last among the other 4 houses..we dun mind if ppl jest with us. but all the efforts,money,time…………………

haiz.. i juz hate the fact that we hav 2 brush up something for..let’s say, a month or a year or even more than that, and only perform it for about few minutes( maximum an hour i guess..) worse come 2 worse, u flunk…that’s it.nobody will wanna know how hard u hav worked 4 it.. nobody cares.

or let’s say, we hav won…still nobody will care how much effort u hav put or wat u hav sacrificed. only u yourself know…u yourself can only feel it.

so, only do things that u r confident with and do it big. u wouldn’t wan ur efforts being wasted, would u ??

1500+800=??

yes.2300. i’ve ran(more 2 jog..)2300m 2day(i round of the stadium track is 400m..so 2300m…)sweat like pig…muscles aching..joints dislocated…….

the result is i got LAST!!!yea…i know damn embarrassing!!     (the word ‘loser’ flared in hundred pairs of eyes..) obviously not i volunteered 2 participate.i’ve not been running since……standard 6?? some more i normally walk like jelly..how 2 run lehh??!! anyway, juz run only..(can get extra mark 4 co-curriculum)they dun care about choosing who 2 run..(pissed when they simply put people’s name in 2 run..) i also dun care about how 2 run 2 b qualified 4 my house…….

yea, i know.i’m kinda slow..now only i talk about de concert..=)

hmm…that morning, my left side lens was cracked into 3 pieces..(long story…..) at 1st i din think of the obstacles i would encounter with…i even drive home from school..(hehehe..*risky*)

then, the problem comes….i can’t read my score!!! i tried 2 pull the stand nearer 2 my view. ok, slightly better…..everything went fine..(i neither bang people nor walls..hehe..)

the clock struck 8.15pm..the concert started. my eyes really sore..the colourful spotlights blurred my visions(yet, still can see conductor larr..)anyway, persevere until the end..

BBKK 2005 Sond of Passion was another history in our life..no matter how’s the outcome/feedback(i heard a lot of contrasting feedbacks from the audiences,good and bad ones..)we know that we had did our best on that night,didn’t we?? the whole process is what we should consider….struggling 2 come 4 every practices…reach home late every thursday……

overall, it was a joyful night..can feel that everyone was united and enjoying the songs(which is utmost important..) may our band will  look 4ward 2 our upcoming events……and dun slack off!!we still hav very long way 2 go…2 b perfect and 2 achieve no.1!!!

p/s: thank you very much penang youth band!!! we luv u!!!

talking about human, they like 2 pick on others mistakes,even a slightly one..

u hav 10 chances,u did very well in the 9 trials…but failed once.people will remember ur success or ur failure?? definately ur mistakes..and start gossiping about it. on the other hand, ur 9 successes will be 4gotten…

incredibly, 9 lose to 1…=/ how unjust it is!!! what 2 do?? this world is full of injustice (sounds pessimistic..)         

so, do ur best…not 4 others impression..but 4 ur own good.

recently, peers are not worrying of SPM,but more 2 national service….the list has out.
honestly, i wished 2 be pic…at first.(a weirdo huh??)have u  heard of hong kong movie ‘ba wong fa’ (old movie)??yea…that’s fun isn’t it?? but then..this is malaysia. after hearing all those rumours from former NS trainees and reading the horrified news in newspaper(about the food..cleanliness..fights..rape…it’s like living in jail 4 youngsters), i’ve changed my mind……
reality is far more different from what we have seen in tv’s…..
watched b4  those hong kong lawyer series??..interesting huh??see how lawyers argue..actually it’s very boring in the real court…
well, back 2 NS. IF i was unfortunately picked..i’ll see how pathetic it is……..
anyway, better dun pick me larr!!

do u trust anyone??  or r u being trusted??

i wonder izzit that difficult 2 trust a person. i know this girl.. she dun trust anyone in a team(how 2 succeed??)and she thinks she’s good…period.

however, the saddest thing is ur family members dun trust u!!! 24/7 staying with them under the same roof…and they dun allow u 2 do something that u r confident with. true, they r worried of our safety. but, haizz…if u dun try, u’ll never know. juz like if u dun fall, u will never know the pain. and y not they give us some encouragement or tips b4 we try it out…instead of juz defending us??

if u r not being trusted…is either u prove it ..or u back off. which one will u choose?? i’ll prove it.

i’m getting sick of driving these few days..*stressed*

guess wat?? i scratched…2 cars in 2 days…No..it’s 3.. another one..hit the left side side mirror..f**k!!!!!

damn worry now…of course i didn’t tell my parents. wat’s the point of telling them?? surely kena scold..or..confiscate my driving licence!!!!!= (

anyway, it’s juz light scratches…not that obvious. but, still…i think they’ll find out…especially my daddy. he’s very particular in the cars’ appearance……………….

so how????? hope they dun find out..= /  i vow to becareful when passing by narrow lanes…….

mid term exam is coming to an end….hmm..can relax a bit.     yet, there’s gonna be a lot of work that have 2 be done in a few months time 2 come……..moral projects(totally useless..but still need 2 do..),sportsday,concerts,trials……looks like it’s better 2 enjoy my 2 weeks holiday now..= D