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i felt deep sorrow 4 lee kean yip’s tragedy..bcoz,he’s only 18(young n talented like me..)juz imagine dat incident happened on me or my peers!!*heart-rending* 18.juz 18.ever heard the malay proverb says "maut tak kenal usia"..so true.

btw, i’m not goin 2 talk about age here,perhaps…gender???society??

gender—attention males!!u r no longer safe!!dun try 2 act macho n walk alone on streets.u might get robbed, snatched or slashed(like lee kean yip’s case).b4 this, there’s only warning 4 females."dun walk alone"…"beware of ur own belongings". the males r being neglected.now u c wat happen??males r not exceptional. u r in the list of snatch thefts.

motorbikes—i think now ppl will hav a new phobia,called motorbikephobia.ppl will b terrified when motorbike riders r nearing them. sorry la 4 those innocent motorbike riders. chances r u’ll b labelled as their ‘gang’.as snatch thefts mostly ride motorbikes.but ride motorbikes doesn’t mean i’m snatch thefts!! well,we din learn how 2 differentiate dat(by ‘hearing’ motorbikes speed??)

society—endless 2 talk about. "this society is so sick now!!" y??who made it???dun blame the immigrants.research shows that dubai has 80% of it populations r immigrants.but their crime rates r very low.bcoz, there’s plenty of jobs waiting them."as long as there’s work, every1 is happy here,"the dubai president said.     the area(where yip’s case occured) has been a ‘black spot’. numerous crimes had happened.however no actions were taken.y do they need 2 wait until something ‘big’ happened n printed on every page of the newspaper?? a young n precious life is already gone..wat else can b worse?? the wangsa maju area was awarded as the best security(something like dat..).yes. ironic. ppl did not do wat they r suppose 2 do. incidentally, the dr’s inefficiency lead 2 yip’s death. the reason they gave is not enough apparatus.simply not enough??when there’s a will, there’s a way……

"People killin’, people dyin’
Children hurt and you hear them cryin’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questionin’
Where is the love (Love)                                                                         Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love.."

suddenly thought of the album dat i haven’t collected…wat album??some ugly, useless, cheapskate album dat were given during MAC..

last saturday..woke up early, early as in 7.30am..dillydally 4 awhile..(coz MAC starts wif speeches..n stupid performances)..then 8.30am departed from hse 2 SMKDJ..

"i’m sorry dat de registration is closed..u have 2 wait until de whole event finish 2 get de ‘prize’.."

ala..since i’ve come..just sit down there n waited..wat i have is TIME..at de same time listen 2 speeches n watched lousy dancing..(i should have went home n sleep huh..y i stupid stay there?!?!mainly bcoz i’m a bit sick of staying at home 24 hrs..furthermore..few hrs staying in skool won’t kill me..

later, i saw some ‘victims’..wif their parents..

de teacher-in-charge repeat de same thing 2 them.."the registration is…."

case 1:

"oh..izzzit??they din tell wat time..i think i’ve 2 c ur headmistress.."

headmistress where got tak han choy her..so de daughter just got de numbered-sticker n line-up 2 go up on stage..

case 2:

this time is a boy. reached around 10.30..waited 4 a while then got de album from dunno who n walked out de skool wif his mother.

wtf!!!!!! it’s not dat i’m so desperate wanted 2 go up de stage n shake hand wif datin/datuk chew mei fun..

after seeing those cases happened..me n another ‘victim’ went 2 c de teacher-incharge n ask her 4 dat album..

"u have 2 wait until de whole thing finish.."

"but got other latecomers took de album edi.."

"who??…wait until de whole thing finish 1st la.."

heck!!u think we r blind or wat?!!!!??!!arghhhh…damn pissed.can’t do anything..de teachers just turned away..some rudely walked away..(we asked a few..) i admit dat i’m late n i deserved de ‘punishment’..but wat kind of enforcement is dat??!!it’s NOT applied equally n effectively..

this explain de title..INJUSTICE. need me 2 explain more?? i felt so unfair..especially 4 those who came at 7.30 2 register n sit there waiting………………………………………..

skool,where 2 cultivate virtues, is not practising it..wat else is de society?? ppl r just so afraid of getting troubles..when some big shots stands up..(including parents)..ppl back up n give in. whilst small potatoes kena ’stepped’ n leave aside. sad, but it’s a reality..

the authority misuser n the chicken out-ers..i hate u both.

do u believe in LUCK??

i say NO..bcoz i’ll never buy 4-D..(even if i bang my car dat day…or my phone kena snatched..or feeling uncomfortable with my right eye’s muscle ..) this is juz all about luck..even won 1st prize..the money won’t last u 4 life…still hav 2 work…n i believe there’s no ‘easy’ money..u’ll get wat u’ve worked 4 it…when u get it…it’s satisfaction..

n i say YES..bcoz we somehow need dat in our undertakings..e.g exams..ppl who study damn hard(n others can guarantee that he can score..)ended up not getting a distinction…u call that NO luck???or ppl who never score b4 in exams…final exams’ result come out with a distinction…lucky??mayb…

anyway..LUCK..i believe will always change..(hehee..like feng shui..) so dun get upset when the luck is not with u..n also not 2 feel overglad when u feng shang shui hei…

hmm..1st of all..wanna say a big THANK YOU 4 the birthday wishes..THANK YOU!!

birthdays r juz the same..(make a wish..blow candles..share out cakes..receive presents…) but wat makes it different..is the ppl around us..from parents..kindergartens frenz..primary school frenz..high school frenz..college frenz..uni frenz..husband..wife..child..children..2 grandchildrens…awesome!!!

yeah..chinese new year is in 2 weeks time!!!

what’s so happy about it??

firstly, there’s gonna b a week long holiday.i had a month k…so wat’s the big deal..

secondly, family reunion. meeting once a year with ur relatives …chat from dawn till midnight..something that the metropolitan ppl lack of..and something that u can’t buy with money..

thirdly, fireworks. i’ve juz watched it during new year’s eve.no.i dun play it..big girl edi k..

fourthly, angpau. ermm..i dun ask from the elder.they’ll come 2 me..

fifthly, food. *yuuummy*

last but not least, can shopping. NEW year. every1 go buy NEW things. NEW shirt..NEW dress..NEW shoe..NEW spec..NEW earings..NEW socks..NEW tv..NEW curtain.. hmmm..juz ignore the $$$. NEW year ma..once a year only wo..*super generous*..

**hAppy chInEsE nEw yEAr**

SPM is UNOFFICIALLY finished!!!!!!! 3 weeks long of mental torture is really enough…wat am i suppose 2 do after this???hmm…i hav 2 pay my sleep debts,tv debts,movie debts,sport debts,computer debts…..

suddenly thought of things that i wanted 2 do last time…or mayb coming…

• play piano. (but,i dunno how 2 play..learnt 4 a month b4 when F3 after PMR..then stopped) if possible(my fingers r inflexible)..wish 2 learn some more..who wanna teach me??after that learn guitar,then violin…
• swimming. (hehe..i dunno how 2 swim..but i think this kind of skills can b catched up very fast.skills.yea..i’m talking about those basic ones..i’m not planning 2 join any swimming competition.)
• ice skating. (haha..this one i know) couldn’t really remember when was the last time i skated..i think std. 6.. where else??sunway piramid.wanted 2 experience skating ‘outdoor’..of course not in malaysia..some where..
• learn japanese. (i’m neither japanese anime freak nor takaeshi’s fans..then?? ermm..juz feel like learning.)
• read.particularly books that entitled "how 2 talk with everyone?" "life without gossips." "when everything in this world is free." "who’s not afraid 2 b alone?" (waiting 4 these books 2 exist..)

ok..i think that’s enough. over ambitious is not good..=)

recent being asked question–"wat u want 2 do after SPM??"

gosh..i’m really blank. used 2 have 1..or a few in my mind. later, found out that we can’t do watever we like in this materialistic society…then, didn’t think so much about it oledi.

i asked other peers about this question too….one of them told: " can take double degree or not?? if can i wan 2 take chemistry and bussiness. then work in my mom’s company."

b4 this he told me he wanna become a gynaecologist..bcoz gynae is earning damn a lot..so he wanna bcome 1 of them.

yea..great. mind u this fella is in the list of last 5 all this while..(i’m not looking down on him k…)but nobody knows the future. he might become the most outstanding student in university.or even if he can’t finish his degree..i believe he still can get a job..his mother company wat..

it’s important 2 know wat we wanna do in future..whether the dream can b fulfilled..is yet another thing.

wow..i’ve not been really blogging 4 a month.

• kuatan’s cultural centre
• yamamoto’s concert
• TRIALSsss

that’s what i have done 4 the whole month..

trials is over,but no wan feels any sense of enjoyment….

trials finished = SPM is nearer(56 days 2 b exact..)

guess i’ve not done well in this trials…mayb is a good thing…so that i’ll study harder.if i’ve done damn good..i would be relaxing till Nov….period.

"i had one student dropped his biology in SPM..and now is doing very well in overseas in BIOLOGY.." my EST teacher told.

the moral is–drop ur bio in SPM..or… study overseas??    

biology had been an interesting subject..now, everyone’s enthusiasm has lost after numerous terms of failing.who 2 b blamed?? school?? teachers?? the education system?? talking about the latter one..moral should be abolish in the exam..b4 the next generations grumble about it…

ooohh…back 2 biology?? fun 2 learn,hard 2 score. Really had fun throughout the learning process,other subjects too.. everything in school have almost come 2 an end..left only the final battle.gonna miss them…5 years of sweets & bitters in this school…………….   

4th anniversary of 9/11..

*peace*

update 4 mua area’s condition..

API - 341 (hazardous)

visibility - 300m

school - closed( = / 1 day only larr..)

gone are the days…