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finally, i’ve the time 2 sit in front of this box…

for the past few days,(or perhaps almost a week..) we’ve been practising like shit!!! yet,in the end, everything still come out like shit .everyone was too nervous, which resulted the flyer 2 tumble-down..and the whole routine juz ruined. we r the last among the other 4 houses..we dun mind if ppl jest with us. but all the efforts,money,time…………………

haiz.. i juz hate the fact that we hav 2 brush up something for..let’s say, a month or a year or even more than that, and only perform it for about few minutes( maximum an hour i guess..) worse come 2 worse, u flunk…that’s it.nobody will wanna know how hard u hav worked 4 it.. nobody cares.

or let’s say, we hav won…still nobody will care how much effort u hav put or wat u hav sacrificed. only u yourself know…u yourself can only feel it.

so, only do things that u r confident with and do it big. u wouldn’t wan ur efforts being wasted, would u ??

1500+800=??

yes.2300. i’ve ran(more 2 jog..)2300m 2day(i round of the stadium track is 400m..so 2300m…)sweat like pig…muscles aching..joints dislocated…….

the result is i got LAST!!!yea…i know damn embarrassing!!     (the word ‘loser’ flared in hundred pairs of eyes..) obviously not i volunteered 2 participate.i’ve not been running since……standard 6?? some more i normally walk like jelly..how 2 run lehh??!! anyway, juz run only..(can get extra mark 4 co-curriculum)they dun care about choosing who 2 run..(pissed when they simply put people’s name in 2 run..) i also dun care about how 2 run 2 b qualified 4 my house…….

yea, i know.i’m kinda slow..now only i talk about de concert..=)

hmm…that morning, my left side lens was cracked into 3 pieces..(long story…..) at 1st i din think of the obstacles i would encounter with…i even drive home from school..(hehehe..*risky*)

then, the problem comes….i can’t read my score!!! i tried 2 pull the stand nearer 2 my view. ok, slightly better…..everything went fine..(i neither bang people nor walls..hehe..)

the clock struck 8.15pm..the concert started. my eyes really sore..the colourful spotlights blurred my visions(yet, still can see conductor larr..)anyway, persevere until the end..

BBKK 2005 Sond of Passion was another history in our life..no matter how’s the outcome/feedback(i heard a lot of contrasting feedbacks from the audiences,good and bad ones..)we know that we had did our best on that night,didn’t we?? the whole process is what we should consider….struggling 2 come 4 every practices…reach home late every thursday……

overall, it was a joyful night..can feel that everyone was united and enjoying the songs(which is utmost important..) may our band will  look 4ward 2 our upcoming events……and dun slack off!!we still hav very long way 2 go…2 b perfect and 2 achieve no.1!!!

p/s: thank you very much penang youth band!!! we luv u!!!